nothing.

sometimes i just don't want to do anything, yet i have so much to do. i think its because i feel like i have to do everything now, yet i am lazy and nothing gets done. i have three projects, sort of, i am trying to do at the house, re-caulk the master shower-tub; clear out junk from my room, re-arrange stuff in the kitchen. (if i were to list all that i'd like to do in the house, it would probably take up a page.)

then there is my social life, or lack of one. i think partially is i am so tired after work that i don't want to go anywhere, yet i complain that i am not going out, which just feeds on the fact that i feel like i lack a social life. which then goes back to my huge list of work and personal tasks that occupy my thoughts, stressing me out that i don't have enough time to do. i know there is a lesson in here ...

first lesson, make a list and tackle one thing at a time. i think i may have to make a super task list of the major projects for the house. funny thing, i have to put that task on my task list (oh my!) . that's what i need start, once again, in keeping a task list and remember to look at it before taking on more tasks!

misplaced wallet.

Have you ever misplaced your wallet. I mean, it is nerve racking. I usually don't misplace things and if I do, I can find them right away, keys, passport. But this time, I misplaced my wallet. Usually it sits in this mesh pocket on my backpack and I carry to and from work every day. So, on Friday, while gearing up for a weekend trip to San Diego, I was looking around for my wallet in my backpack. To my surprise, not there. Then I thought car... not there either. So, then I was trying to figure out when the last time I saw it... I know I saw it after my Bishop camping trip, but no recollection of actually having my wallet at work (as I was using cash in my pockets for lunch and snacks). It was either in Chris' car when we went to Subway or at my desk, OR LOST!
Well, called Chris (still haven't heard from him, he must be bumming it in the surf!). Anyhow, I did finally find it. I went up to my office, and it was not to be seen where I thought it would be. No, it happened to be in some obscure drawer with random other things. See, my office is a bit in disarray as I just moved and as my co-workers were unpacking and getting use to the new place Monday, I was frantically trying to take care of some support issues that needed to be taken care of. Suffice it to say,I must of thrown the wallet in the drawer and forgot about it. So, I drove a full week without, thank God that no accidents, etc. I blame my forgetfulness on work!
That's why I am on vacation in San Diego!